Archive for the ‘K’ category

not awake (for Keren, as I may find her)

July 4, 2010

trying hard not to breathe
for fear
your waking
may discontinue harmonious labor
of your glory
and the wealth of the moment
will be broken
by the shards we call reality

impossible moves

February 11, 2010

never try to do what we did.

Sunday – decided to move
Monday – saw a place online
Tuesday – saw the place & said we want it
Wednesday – the owner said yes
Thursday – We signed the deal (with help of my sister, the lawyer)
Friday – spoke with a mover and started to move
Sunday – moved in

Wow

It’s All in the Timing

August 20, 2008

A play

A state of mind

A life

 

Things are all in the timing, in so many ways.

Such as my second date with K.

OR the birth of our amazing daughter.

It’s All in the Timing, and that’s good.

again

July 10, 2008

we dance around and around, but not in sync and not in sync

as if we like the flames that burn us

and there is no breaking out

so we both cry

My Baby’s Gone Away

July 6, 2008

K took R and went to her parents for a week.

True, this may free time up for me for studying (exams on Tuesday, Friday & the following Monday), but I still would rather have had them around.

 

I would rather have been part of the decision-making-process on their going.

 

Passivity can kill you, too, I think.

Not Getting Along

June 29, 2008

Again

And Again

And Again

Wednesday Morning, at 5 o’clock, as the day begins

May 28, 2008

Daughter was up all night with K, so I slept on the couch.

Well, sort of slept. More like I slept for periods between 45 and 60 minutes.

And we are all sick.

So, when my cell phone’s alarm went off, I crawled back to our bed, asked K how she was and how she slept, she kvetched and complained, and didn’t think to ask how I was and/or slept.

I have no idea how to approach this issue. She is still in Survival Mode, and the maitenance is super-high.