Archive for March 2010

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March 31, 2010

if the rage i bestowed upon you is not deserving of my envy;
if the pain i granted you in my benevolence does not encompass my being itself;
if the drops of blood i shed from your veins do not suffice to make you smile;
can the sucking of your marrow heal me?

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post (after the talk, edited)

March 24, 2010

the remains
merely algebra of the aftermath
of deduction and subtraction
and your broken heart
which I could not amend

after the talk

March 24, 2010

perchance to see, perchance to hear
whether your love should be mine
but all that was left was
the algebra of the aftermath
of deduction and subtraction
and your broken heart which I could not amend

scar tissue (ii)

March 22, 2010

if i can’t show you
and you can’t show me
but the healing has gone on
to cover up
the mistake i made
then how come
the maddening itch, which draws my fingers to the skin
is external?

Scar Tissue

March 22, 2010

that’s all I have.
The lymph nodes that were cancerouse are scars now, and I have no other findings.
I am healthy, apparently.
🙂
WOOHOO!!!

not there

March 21, 2010

and you sit there in your slippers
the left one sliding off
and I can feel the tobacco
stench sliding down your throat
and you lift your head up from the cards
taking turns with fate
and as if happy to see me
you nod
and go back to your jokers and queens

this

March 21, 2010

waking up
too early thing
can really
turn your brain
into a mushy bowl of bran